Nostalgic!!

Listening to certain kind of songs does bring certain kind of memories,just when u think your above such things,just when u think u have moved on,just when u feel stronger and in control...you question your self about how far away u have come,how in control you really are..there is apprehension,a feeling of letting yourself down,confusion,a little annoyance.But i guess this is the true test,one on passing you will rise like the phoenix from the ashes.Only time and how you work things out will tell you where you stand emotionally,strong-middle-low!!

New beginning is it ?!?!?!?....who knows!!

Hmmm...how things change in a fraction of a second,how realities change scenarios,its like ACT II-Scene 1...life changes its trajectory based on the results of previous experiences,what we learn from them and how we develop ourselves,our personalities,even attitudes..WOW!!when people say life teaches you a lot,its definetly not funny,life DOES teach you everything but what we realize and learn and act upon or incorporate is upto us.
Well i did realize this important lesson last night,i still don't know what directions things are going to take,but that's the most interesting part,the anticipation of things,the surprise element,the confusion,the dream like quality about things.the list goes on as we build on our experiences...NeYo;)

Jan 12th...Thursday..1230 hrs - 1500 hrs IST

Human response to something one truly feels strong about,is such an interesting thing.You can prepare for things to some extent,but i feel the best response to things is when u don't do any extensive preparation,somethings are best said instantaneously without any analyzing and selecting the best response.
I've realized the best response to things are when u have a thorough basic understanding ,strong belief,and good timing.
Its has been one of the most interesting Q&A's I've been a part of,2 mins before its start was wee bit anxious but from the word go the feeling was pretty normal,and at the end of it happy.I am so glad to have done it,that too after all the coincidental incidents that happened the previous day,its serendipity-you either believe in it or don't:)

Introspection..self reflection & the works!!!

Did some collective introspection today,i know introspection and collective don't go together but what with Fatty,my friend, and I doing something together, collective introspection was possible.Its so amazing what constructive feedback can do to one-self.Lots of thought go through your head,almost everything starting with whys,whats,hows,you get the answer to some and you don't get for some.Its confusing but maybe once we start self-reflecting on it we get ALL the answers.Its freaky but true,sometimes maybe even after introspection you don't really get the answers but thats bcoz we are blocking the thoughts we don't want to delve upon.
Its so easy for some people to live in their space,not an inch here or there.They get so defensive if they think someone's challenging their position,making them think or make them move out of their square,circle,rectangle,triangle whatever shape their space takes.Sigh!
But I haven't given up either,not in my nature to do it.Guess its time for some new strategies & action plans.
Get ready grey matter we have got work to do!!!

AAAUUUMMM!!!

AUM or OM,the ancient sound signifying the universe.That's what i am saying right now,to get energise myself after just getting few hrs sleep in the last 3 days.I know the logic is to just sleep but when u cant and when your electronic masseuse's battery is dead this is what u do- chant,utter the most primal sound.Well is it working?man m too tired to tell....
Well its the physical tiredness and ache but emotionally i guess i feel exhilarated,just decided and took one of the most life changing actions so far in this life.Now its a wait,hear,communicate process.
Well anyways like there's hope after every tunnel,there's Goa after every struggle;)...hehahaha!!