It's 30th today,3 days since my most flamboyant,crazy,stylish,lovable,freak of a cuz passed away in the way he always wanted to-driving at 180mph in the yet to be registered Skoda!!
I can never ever forget 'the' call at 7:15 a.m which will haunt me for a very longtime,the call that Krishna,my younger cuz made,"Amudhan has passed away in an accident"...7 words that still rings in my ears...first i thought it was some real sick joke being played and even after talking to others in the family i kept hoping it would be that.I can never forget 28th morning trying to figure out what to do,remembering all the crazy times together we have had,how i hadn't met him in a such a long time.Its surprising how i could think all these when still in shock!!.There are somethings about the human mind that one can never comprehend.
Even the time I spent in the flight,it felt so unreal,had no tears just the thoughts.The moment i put my foot down on the tarmac th worst thing that can ever happen,reality hit me like never before was actually in b'lore and one can never really tell how a person feels when he/she see's someone they shared crazy things with,had some amazing memories with weird conversations, lying motionless knowing that they you would never share it with them again,would never make any new memories again.
God Bless you Amudhan..may your soul rest in peace!!
